Chapter
4
Jessica made the arrangements
for our trip to Orlando in her typically efficient manner. The weekday
portion of the trip was mainly business, with Jessica, Ms. Gruer
and I all staying in our respective separate rooms. I would report
to one of the women's room for special training every evening after
dinner, but return to my own room to sleep. The weekend, however,
was different, as we all moved into a suite. One suite was certainly
cheaper than three separates.
My two mistresses decided
that the emphasis for this road trip was to be erection discipline.
The primary tool they would use to train me were the women's bathing
caps. Jessica told me that they had a tough time coming up with
bathing caps even in a resort area like Orlando. She said to Ms.
Gruer, "You know I never see anyone actually wearing these things.
I wonder who really buys them, and what they really do with them."
Because of the scheduled
meetings, I didn't get my normal Tuesday and Thursday "milking"
and the women had no interest in masturbating me in the evening.
Jessica taught me how
to meditate and do the male equivalent of Kegel exercises to get
me erected. I soon learned how to get an adequate erection with
very little coaching from my mistresses. They sent me to my room
with instructions to practice. They told me that they could tell
by my lack of performance if I failed, or if I got too carried away
and jerked off.
I was a good boy. I
didn't cheat. I wanted to please my mistresses. I could get myself
up in under a minute and have my penis bobbing up and down in a
nice rhythm. I even got to the point of producing precome without
any external stimulation. I was so proud of myself.
It was on this trip
that the women also taught me the subtle hand signal which meant,
"stiffen up." I was to obey this signal any time they flashed it
at me, even outside of "playtime." It became quite embarrassing
when I was in the midst of a presentation and I'd see Ms. Gruer
or Jessica give me the sign. Likewise, I learned never to wear tight-fitting
or light colored slacks in the office. Standing up from a conference
table with an obvious bulge and precome wet spot in your lap does
not make a good impression on the rest of the staff.
The women taught me
how to perform my hard-on magic in only one week. Our limited lunch
hours at the conference were spent inspecting my penis to make sure
I had a proper erection. To make sure that I was doing it properly,
Jessica made me wear a rubber which she checked during our break
times. She expected it to have a small quantity of the clear precome
(but definitely not full of cloudy semen), and I didn't disappoint
her. Jessica and Ms. Gruer supplemented my training during these
rubber checks. They used a rubber ball to bring me to the edge of
orgasm as a reminder if they felt I got lax.
However, the bathing
caps were the real key to disciplining my erectile urges. Jessica
used a very frilly and feminine cap for my erection training. First,
she made a harness of sorts out of daisy-chained rubber bands. Then,
she turned the cap inside out, and placed it over my cock and balls.
Finally, she held the bathing cap in place by attaching the rubber
band harness to the chin strap snaps and looping the harness around
my waist and legs.
My penis nestled into
the folds and flaps formed by the petals and leaves in the design
of the cap. Just the thought of having my organ swathed in so much
rubber was enough to cause it to jerk involuntarily. This caused
it to burrow itself deeper into the folds and to rub against the
inside of the cap. As it was gently massaged by the soft folds of
rubber, it became more excited, and would twitch again.
I was caught in a continuous
stimulus-response chain reaction which kept me in a constant state
of arousal. It was never enough to make me ejaculate, but it did
produce a steady stream of precome. Even after being "in the bag"
for hours, I still had a steel-hard erection, and was ready to do
(or have done to me) anything the women desired.
Ms. Gruer explained
the importance of erection training, "As you know, we already control
how and when you will ejaculate. We want complete control of everything
leading up to ejaculation as well. It's your responsibility to have
an erection on demand. A male shouldn't keep a woman waiting on
such an important issue. Jessica and I shouldn't have to work for
or wait for you to have a hard-on. Having an erection is merely
one more way you can show your subservience to womankind. You have
to be taught that relief from the erection is not automatic and
you will only be allowed to come if you deserve it."
In addition to my evening
erection training, the women also trained me to provide personal
services. The most basic of these was giving massages. My penis
spent every evening "in the bag" as I learned my other new skills.
When it came to massages,
I remembered the seventh commandment of a male sexual slave, "My
mistress' body is sacred. Only with my tongue, and at her bidding
will I touch it. My body is hers to do with as she pleases." I appreciated
the special dispensation my mistresses were allowing me.
Ms. Gruer lay naked
on her stomach on the bed. Her body was not what I expected. Although
short and slightly overweight, she wasn't fat. There was muscle
on that frame, and although she didn't curve in and out in the proper
female places, her body had a certain surprising appeal.
Unlike Jessica's body
which was a fitting shrine to contain the goddess within, Ms. Gruer's
body wasn't one built for graceful movement or speed. It was built
for endurance and strength. She had a body that resembled a scaled-down
version of a football lineman.
I had no idea how to
give a woman a massage, and Jessica was quick to point this out.
"Always start at an
extremity and work your way towards the heart." she instructed me.
"Imagine how the muscle striations go, and move along the groove.
Apply range of motion to the body parts."
I looked at her with
a question on my face. She read it and answered me without my having
to ask. "My mother was a nurse. I got to get into her anatomy books.
What's even better, she worked in the 'penis palace,' as nurses
are prone to call the urology ward. Hell, by the time I was 12 I
knew more about penises than most men will ever know about this
most sacred organ of theirs."
That explained a lot
of things.
Jessica continued, "Now,
so much for the history lesson. It's time for you to learn something
new. Get over to the bed and take care of Agnes."
I started with Ms. Gruer's
toes. I remembered the last time I licked and kissed them, and felt
my organ stir within its rubber prison. I held each toe delicately
in my fingers and gently flexed it several times before rotating
it slowly in its socket. I used my thumbs and forefingers to strip
the blood out of the veins in each toe, turning it white, and watched
as the toe "pinked up" as the blood returned.
I moved up her foot,
caressing all the toes as a unit one final time before working on
both the arch and instep. Using both hands on one foot, I pumped
her foot several times, squeezing down with my thumbs and up with
my fingers. My fingertips found the grooves under her arch and I
worked them from the outside to the center in a coordinated motion.
I applied enough pressure to flex the bones in her foot without
hurting her.
As I moved to her ankle,
I supported it with one hand, and rotated and flexed the foot as
a whole. I could feel the tendons in her foot contract and relax
with the motion. There was nothing to do with her ankle but run
my thumbs up ether side of them repeatedly, always putting pressure
on the upstroke (towards the heart) as Jessica suggested.
By the time I finished
the first foot, I could feel the trickling of precome in my penis.
Tiny, almost imperceivable rivers of pleasure were running inside
the shaft. The wetness they produced coated the rubber surrounding
my organ. The head of my penis was being licked slowly with an almost
below-the-threshold-of-feeling swab of a wet rubbery tongue.
After completing the
whole procedure on the other foot, I moved up Ms. Gruer's calf.
My first act was to lift the entire lower leg pivoting it at the
knee, and bending it back on the upper part of her leg. This contracted
the muscle, putting pressure on the veins and drained the blood
that pooled there. I did this slowly a couple of times before returning
it to the relaxed position.
I could feel the tightness
in her muscled legs and identified the two muscles that constituted
her surprisingly shapely calf. I placed my thumbs between them and
hooked my fingers on the outside and ran my hands up the muscles
collecting the flesh in my palms feeling her silky skin against
mine.
I leaned over her body
like a wash woman on her knees scrubbing a floor. In this position,
the forward and back motion of my shoulders and torso as they rocked
back and forth on my knees caused the underslung bathing cap to
stroke up and down on my penis gently fucking the swollen organ.
It was like having intercourse with a vagina that just barely encased
my penis. No matter how I tried to twist and turn, it twisted and
turned with me always tickling just one nerve ending at a time.
I could never get the pressure I needed to stimulate an ejaculation,
but I could never be free of the reminder that I was being sexually
controlled.
I massaged her leg with
a couple of long, slow, continuous strokes before varying my technique
-- I started to pump and kneed the muscles in my hands. Ms. Gruer
actually moaned with pleasure. My reward was a even tighter erection
caused by the knowledge that I was pleasing her.
"Scratch her legs,"
Jessica commanded. I did, feeling the skin come alive and watched
as it flushed with blood rushing to the surface in response to the
stimulus.
I was surprised by what
I found when I finally got to the back of Ms. Gruer's knees. The
two tendons that run up either side of the back were extremely sensitive.
She flinched and giggled as I touched the area inappropriately.
"Careful, boy," Jessica admonished, "that's a very erogenous area
you have there." The key here was to maintain a constant, steady
pressure with the thumb and forefinger while using the other fingers
to rake the muscle behind the knee.
I continued working
my hands onward to the upper portion of her leg. I treated these
with the same care as I administered to her calves except on a larger
scale. I used both hands on each of the muscle groups here.
I finally got to worship
Ms. Gruer's generously proportioned butt. The office joke was how
she was such a hard ass. Nothing could be further from the truth!
It was smooth and supple. The skin was white and soft to the touch.
The mixture of firmness and tenderness that I found in my hands
excited me.
"Stay away from her
vagina and anus. We'll teach you the proper way to service them
at some other time," Jessica warned me. I was disappointed in not
being able to touch, but the look and faint aromas coming from these
areas sent my penis burrowing into the cap even deeper. I had a
cramp in my groin that was crying for release. Unlike a normal muscle
cramp, for which I'd beg to have the muscles relax, I need this
one to contract even further.
My mind was focused
on these two holes from which future pleasure was promised. However,
all I was allowed to do now was to use my fingers to radiate and
stretch the skin outward, while alternately kneading her largest
muscle with my hands. I spent a lot of time rubbing my palms against
it and scratching it. I gave Ms.Gruer's bottom all the attention
and adoration it deserved. I wanted to kiss and tongue it but I
knew that it was not allowed.
"Come on, boy. We haven't
got all night." I heard Jessica say. I was so lost in admiring Ms.
Gruer's tush that it almost seemed if her voice came from a great
distance in a dream. "Move onto her back," Jessica said, as I came
to fuller consciousness.
The human back is a
complex collection of muscles. There is a group of them that run
vertically up the spinal column, and another symmetrical group that
runs off either side enveloping the back of the ribs. I traced each
one of them with care.
The back was another
large skin area that deserved surface stimulation. So in addition
to repeatedly tracing the muscles with my strong fingers, I scratched
and rubbed it into life. Ms. Gruer sighed with relief. I was glad
I was pleasing her.
I was totally distracted.
It was difficult concentrating on working my hands on someone else's
body when I wanted more than anything else to be able to touch mine.
There's a certain point when a man masturbates when he has to quicken
his stroke and drive through a barrier. It's like a runner coming
up to the top of a hill. There's the drive to quicken the pace and
get over the top. Adrenaline is called up. Muscles are urged to
perform at better than 100%. Lungs gasp, and the heart pounds. The
mind concentrates on managing the pain and tenseness as the body
gives just a little more for the final effort. The rest of the world
slips into a haze.
That's what the rubber
bathing cap was doing to me. I was there, almost at the crest of
the hill. Pushing. But like trying to run in a bad dream, I was
never quite getting there.
I drifted out of this
dream by the time I started working on Ms. Gruer's shoulder. I could
provide a limited amount of range of motion for her shoulders by
moving her arms and by placing my palm on her shoulder blade and
pushing it. This procedure allowed me to move the arm gently in
the socket. I massaged her muscular arms starting with her fingers
and working towards the heart like I did with her lower extremities.
I spent over an hour
working every muscle and tendon on Ms. Gruer's body. I was exhausted
physically. My arms hurt. My hands were crampped. My reproductive
system felt like it was run up and down a flight of stairs nonstop
for the entire time. That's when Jessica handed me the lotion, and
said, "Good dry run. Now let's do it for real."
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